how to not feel lost in the dark
let me read it to you…
close your eyes
be still and listen
for the sound of your breathing
feel the texture of things between your fingers
put a little cocoa in your breakfast shake
say yes to a second cup of coffee
find the cat and copy what she’s doing
nap
watch squirrels from the porch
hunt for dust bunnies
read a poem about the night
write a poem about the light
handwrite a postcard to a friend
i wish you were here
stand with your feet in a patch of blooming clover
buy a new frosty shade of lipstick
make soup with root vegetables
mow the neighbor’s lawn when they’re at work
have pie at an old diner
leave a big tip
have a good talk with your deceased grandmother
play solitaire
cheat if you must
arrange flowers in a mason jar
wash dishes by hand
whistle while you dry them
take pictures of clouds and trees and water
write I AM over and over and over on a page of your journal
clean out the junk drawer
find the lost key
forget what day it is
remember how you started
stop trying to escape